tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-47804221355842828992024-03-13T12:24:57.289-07:00Coklat-Coklat Mochaspeak without speaking better than make it quarrel :)ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.comBlogger146125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-26976250007763025322012-02-22T10:16:00.002-08:002012-02-22T10:19:21.355-08:00the last but not least X)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">fuh fuh fuh !</span></div><span style="color: #e06666;">berhabuk wall blog aku ni. dah macam facebook plak ek ada wall2 nih..</span><br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">hurm dah lama tak story kat blog ni..</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">tapi apa kan daya.. aku dah patut bersara dr dunia blogger.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">dan sepanjang cuti smester ni.. banyak sangat bende dah jadi</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">tak tertanggung rasanya kalau diingat balik</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">sakitnya bukan kepalang...rasa nak hilangkan diri pun ada</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">tp alhamdulillah Iman masih bebaki didada</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">sebelum aku menghilangakn diri dr ni.. </span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">ni lah dia hasil usaha aku sepanjang 6 bulan semester 1 kat UiTM Arau .</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-HVAsdkoTq9Y/T0UtemFBL4I/AAAAAAAABTE/z52wyKQd19U/s1600/result+aku.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="588" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-HVAsdkoTq9Y/T0UtemFBL4I/AAAAAAAABTE/z52wyKQd19U/s640/result+aku.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">Alhamdulillah.. walau aku sedikit terkilan sebab result bawah 3.00 pointer..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">tapi aku tetap bersyukur.. syukran ya Rabb</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">sebab semuanya lulus</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">apa yang aku risaukan hanyalah jika aku gagal</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">aku tidak mahu menjadi pelajar repeater </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">aku sangat bertetrima kasih kepada pensyarah2 yg sudi membantu dalam usaha pemarkahan kami</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">mudah mudahan murah rezki tuan puan</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">terima kasih kawan2 yg bantu sepanjang semester dan group2 assgment</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">hopefully korang semua lulus BMB1Ao and semua batch degree 2011/2012</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #351c75; font-size: large;"><b>"bersama-sama..tempuhi segala, saat gemilang akan tiba kan kita kecapi bersama"</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">next sem..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e06666;">upgrade system study</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;"><b>"STUDY SMART"</b></span><br />
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;"><b>~SAYONARA~</b></span></div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-10255766472866038322012-01-19T05:32:00.000-08:002012-01-19T05:32:28.836-08:00sesaat kau datang<span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Sesaat Kau Datang……..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Sesaat Kau Hilang………</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Kemunculan dirimu…..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Penuh misteri………..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Verse 2</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Kau Mendekat…</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Kau Menjauh….</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Kau tinggalkan diriku…</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Sesudahnya kau membuang</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Mencampakkan aku……….</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Verse 3</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">(Alif)</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Its not that i dont love you</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">I just dont want to hurt you</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">I cant let go of all the good times we share together</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">(Syarif)</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">I hate to be cold but i got to let you go</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Chorus:</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Sungguh kejamnya dirimu….</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Mengkhianati cinta yang ku semat di jiwa</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Kau hancurkan segala harapan…</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Kau remukkan cinta yang telah kita bina…..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Ha….Ha…..Ha…Ha.…Ha…..Ha…</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Jika sudah kau mencintai dia</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Kerna hatiku masih mencintai</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Dirimu dengan sepenuh hati…</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Tapi ku ikhlas melepaskanmu…</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Karena aku manusia biasa…..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Verse 4</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">(Alif and Syarif)</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Nothings easy girl</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Nothings easy girl</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Aint nothings easy i hope you understand me girl</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Nothings easy girl</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Aint nothing in this world</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Could ever compare to what we had </span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Whats gone</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Repeat Chorus:</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Sungguh kejamnya dirimu….</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Mengkhianati cinta yang ku semat dijiwa..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Kau hancurkan segala harapan…</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Kau remukkan cinta yang telah kita bina…..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Jika sudah kau mencintai dia</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Jika sudah kau mencintai dia</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Jika sudah kau mencintai dia</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Kerna hatiku masih mencintai</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Dirimu dengan sepenuh hati…</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Tapi ku ikhlas melepaskanmu…</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Karena aku manusia biasa…..</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Verse 5</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Tiada salahku kepada dirimu</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Kau buatku sengsara</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Kau buat kecewa</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Ku Harap ada karma</span><br style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: small; text-align: left;" /><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;">Yang datang kepadamu……kepadamu</span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Georgia Serif'; font-size: x-small; text-align: left;"><br />
</span>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-61830308256534794772012-01-17T08:34:00.000-08:002012-01-17T08:34:19.551-08:00tepat 12 jam!cukup-cukup peruntukkan 12 jam sewa kereta tadi<br />
hantar barang g rumah sewa 4-5 kali ulang alek uitm-rumah sewa<br />
jalan-jalan kejap g padang besar..<br />
aku tak beli apa pun.. escot je lebih.. tu letih tu..<br />
balek pulak dpt rehat kejap je..<br />
then g pekan amek kunci rumah coz ada brg ttiggal kat rumah sewa tu..<br />
aku still tido asrama lgi..<br />
pastu kul 7 gerak g kngar pulak hntar Adda, Aina, Tika kt stesen bas<br />
balek dr hntar diorang terus balek UiTM amek Anis coz Farah dah mmg ikot g kangar td<br />
just saje bwk anis jaln2 kuar bilik sket.. asek terperap je<br />
perghhh!!! jalan nak pegi Kula Perlis cam Hmpehh!!!<br />
lampu jalan dorang dah jadi divider agak nye.. gelappp wehhh!!!!<br />
naseb baek aku tak rabun...<br />
tapi mata aku letih!!! :(<br />
balek hntar kete tu trus g mkn dulu n blek Uitm..ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-30162073398658543002012-01-14T21:28:00.000-08:002012-01-14T21:28:19.699-08:00sekering daun yang gugur<div style="text-align: center;">aku pernah berjanji dgn diri sendiri, </div><div style="text-align: center;">if u come back to me..</div><div style="text-align: center;">tidak semudah ABC aku nak terima semula,</div><div style="text-align: center;">kalau pisang berbuah 3kali cmner? haa</div><div style="text-align: center;">so, try me.. </div><div style="text-align: center;">smpai aku cair kat kau..</div><div style="text-align: center;">kite start dr mula balik</div><div style="text-align: center;">kalau nak la.. kalau tanak takpe..</div><div style="text-align: center;">hati aku dah kering sekering nye..</div><div style="text-align: center;">but jgn risau.. kau dah dimaafkan pun..</div><div style="text-align: center;">^_^</div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-85208992985972284572012-01-09T21:51:00.000-08:002012-01-09T21:51:23.493-08:00half year story have been written off<div style="text-align: center;">tak sangka..</div><div style="text-align: center;">dalam masa 365 hari setahun..</div><div style="text-align: center;">aku mencatat kan 139 kisah untuk 2011.</div><div style="text-align: center;">tu mana yang akularat nak taip..</div><div style="text-align: center;">yang tak larat?</div><div style="text-align: center;">banyak lagi..</div><div style="text-align: center;">so, ibarat macam setengah tahun punya cerita kah kan?</div><div style="text-align: center;">hehehe</div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-35298219153304279712012-01-05T16:41:00.000-08:002012-01-05T16:41:28.615-08:00ohh ACCOUNT !<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-I6ljy82oR58/TwZAraLHk0I/AAAAAAAABSU/CNbY12uvun4/s1600/salam+cikgu%252C+saya...+-+Google+Chrome.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="232" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-I6ljy82oR58/TwZAraLHk0I/AAAAAAAABSU/CNbY12uvun4/s400/salam+cikgu%252C+saya...+-+Google+Chrome.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">terima kasih cikgu!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">apabila kawan2 aku memaksa aku mengajar diorang walaupun aku dalam penat dan letih,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">aku seperti dapat merasakan pengorbanan seorang guru, pensyarah yang tidak pernah lelah mendidik.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">aku hanya mampu mengucapkan setinggi-tinggi penghargaan kepada guru2, pensayarah2, dan tidak lupa juga buat Ibu dan Ayah.. tanpa pengorbanan mu, mungkin ku tidak sampai ke tahap ini.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">ALHAMDULILLAH.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">segala perit aku rasa seminggu sebelum final exam account,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">segala pengorbanan aku buat korang..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">smpai sbjek lain aku tak dpt nk revise lebih2..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">harap korang buahkan hasil ye..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">aku doakan korang ingat semua yang aku tunjuk..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">terima kasih juga sebab percayakan aku.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">WISH US GOODLUCK!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">^_^</div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-33075294282184415892012-01-03T11:14:00.000-08:002012-01-03T11:14:47.101-08:00when the NEW YEAR appear, can i dissappear??<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">ohh today is 4th January 2012 =.='</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">can said that " aku baru sedar dah masuk tahun baru!"</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">damn. aku dah masuk 20-an</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">kecewa sebenarnya bila my "teen" dirampas oleh adek2..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">korang jaga "teen" kami tu baek2 yaa..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">built many memoriable in yr "teen"</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">this is because of yr "teen" seriously will be the most happening zaman.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">hahah. can i mixed my bahasa? sorry lah kalau ada yang tak suka, bukan apa, just untuk suka suka ;)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">hurm.. pada 30 December 2011, aku TELAH DIMAAFKAN.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">Alhamdulillah... bak kata mu, 0-0 deyh?</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">hehehe.. thank you for accept me again..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">even if we're not like before.. but at least, i know i've been forgiven..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">bila tarikh dah 4hb.. bermakna ada lagi dua hari nak MULA FINAL EXAM</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">lagi 12 hari nak HABIS EXAM..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">selama 2 minggu study week, hanya seminggu yang aku pergunakan sepenuhnya untuk study..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">seminggu lagi apa crita?? haha tuu dia yang aku duk lepak kat rumah melangok tengok movie..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">tapi ada 2 hari aku hanya mampu baring dikatil kerana demam yang sangat teruk dan paling teruk =.=</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">Alhamdulillah.. kebah jua di hari ketiga.. </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">akhirnya hari jumaat diminggu pertama itu aku dihantar pulang ke UITM oleh ayah ku..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">balek2 je.. appoinment dah menanti..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">mana tak nya, belum apa2 dah ada yang deal suh aq ajar account.</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">wow, aku tutor account tuk classmate aku.. kelasss kau tyrahh... hahah</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">tapi, aku bukan lah yang paling pro account pun..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">ada je yg boleh score lg tinggi dr aku..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">tp aku je yang sanggup ajar diorang..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">yg lg hebat tu pun.. tak reti n tak sanggup..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">aku hanya redha n cuba yang termampu...</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">"</span><span style="color: #a64d79;">Ya ALLAH, ku mohon..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">ampunkanlah segala dosaku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">permudahkanlah penyampaian ilmu mu</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">bantulah aku dalam membantu mereka yang memerlukan bantuanku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #a64d79;">sesungguhnya, segala ILMU itu hanya milik-MU</span><span style="color: #674ea7;">"</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #674ea7;">"</span><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Ya ALLAH , ya RABBI..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">hanya pada-MU aku berserah..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">ku hanya mampu berusaha..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">pada-MU ku berharap..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">tenangkanlah aku menghadapi peperiksaan ini</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">mudahkan lah aku menjawab soalan2</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">ingatkanlah aku segala apa yang aku telah pelajari</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">tingkatkanlah daya ingatkan ku</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">kerna peperiksaan ini akan memberi kesan kepada peperiksaan akan datang</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">sesungguhnya ENGKAU yang maha Kuasa</span><span style="color: #674ea7;">"</span></div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-20286088073093525382011-12-22T09:32:00.000-08:002011-12-22T09:32:11.128-08:00we felt the same<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="line-height: 14px;">sometimes we felt it, sometime others felt it. the felt of not-accepted. i'm in yr condition now. but the differences when u r surely forgiven. but not me. just taste it. from sweet become bitter. hahah. a lots of taste kind. but now more felt only a bitter taste.</span></span></div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-90557592250584178232011-12-22T09:27:00.000-08:002011-12-22T09:27:40.293-08:00a day be an actress ;)<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">sangat rasa pelik bila berlakon jadi bdk skola tapi tak pakai baju skola..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-HyZlt6XPtOU/TvNmV82WIDI/AAAAAAAABSI/rmT7H8f_N0U/s1600/A2056.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-HyZlt6XPtOU/TvNmV82WIDI/AAAAAAAABSI/rmT7H8f_N0U/s320/A2056.jpg" width="240" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">n lagi pelik..</div><div style="text-align: center;">bila aku belek belek gamba ni..</div><div style="text-align: center;">aku tertanya-tanya</div><div style="text-align: center;">"eh, ktorg berlakon dengan kad ID students UITM ke ek??"</div><div style="text-align: center;">huhu -.-</div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-45255054579386535542011-12-22T05:22:00.000-08:002011-12-22T05:37:13.049-08:00i'm sorry<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: #333333;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">this is what i sent to them. i don't know whether they read n accept it or read n ignore or totally ignore it.. its up to them.. but i've done what should i do..</span></span><br />
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<div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">salam,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">firstly,aku tak pasti aku hantar pada masa yg sesuai atau tidak,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">n walaupun korang rasa berat, tp aku harap korang baca post aku ni.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">aku nak minta maaf atas tindakan aku yang keterlaluan hari tu..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">aku tau aku tak patut bertindak mcm tu..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">cuma masa tu ak</span><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">u tak berfikiran rasional sebab bertubi2 masalh tetibe dtg,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">n aku tak dapat control diri aku..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">aku tak salahkn korang nak benci aku.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">aku memang layak dibenci pun..dr dulu smpai skrg..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">disebabkn fb yg mmbuatkn kte tak bercakap,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">kat fb jugak aku nk minta maaf,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">aku tanak kalau kita bersemuka,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">ape yang keluar dr mulut aku akan sakitkn hati korang lagi..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">aku tak kesah kalau lepas ni korang memang tanak kawan dengan aku dah..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">aku faham n aku terima..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">cuma aku harap korang dpt maaf kan aku </span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">n halalkan apa yang aku penah amek dr korang,</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">kalau aku berhutang, hope korang tuntut dr aku..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">thanx sebab berkawan dgn aku sebelum ni..</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">jutaan trima kasih, sejuta maaf aku mohon.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: center;">GOOD LUCK TEST n EXAM.</span></div><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px;">ikhlas dr aku yg baru dapat kekuatan nak minta maaf..</span></div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span style="background-color: white; color: #333333; font-family: 'lucida grande', tahoma, verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: left;">-i'm crying typing this-</span></div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-64175834950622961212011-12-19T10:17:00.000-08:002011-12-19T10:17:06.791-08:00tak sangka..<div style="text-align: center;">aku sokong kalau kakak aku nak kerja kat overseas..</div><div style="text-align: center;">walaupun dalam hati sebak</div><div style="text-align: center;">tapi, ini peluang dah terbuka..</div><div style="text-align: center;">bukan mudah...</div><div style="text-align: center;">terima lah along... </div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-49493687295453071922011-12-16T00:22:00.000-08:002011-12-16T00:25:37.703-08:00desktop!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-1009Tb3bBGE/Tur-t4tuSoI/AAAAAAAABQo/hv9TTiz-LGI/s1600/uhui.desktop.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="232" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-1009Tb3bBGE/Tur-t4tuSoI/AAAAAAAABQo/hv9TTiz-LGI/s400/uhui.desktop.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">-seeing their faces everyday make me calm n cool-</div><div style="text-align: center;">miss you :')</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: right;">credit to: <a href="http://rs-blankpoint.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">alharrasz</a></div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-22759894499178576112011-12-12T05:17:00.000-08:002011-12-12T05:17:40.098-08:00#1 hri tak btegur<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">bermula harini..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">and tak tahu lah sampai bila kami tak akan bertagur sapa</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">aku tak tau nak cakap cam mana..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">aku yang patut minta maaf dulu ke?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">aku yang ego ke?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">setahu aku, dorang yang carik pasal dulu..</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">okay , aku tahu aku dah macam tarik tali je..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">aku tahu dorang mesti dah tak hadap nak bercakap dengan aku</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">ramai lagi kawan yang lain, kan??</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">aku nak tengok sejauh mana dorang nak anggap aku lah pesalah utama?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">dorang anggap aku sebagai orang yang tek fikir perasaan orang lain</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">tapi apa yang dorang buat (mengacau aku) tu dorang fikir ke tak apa yang aku rasa time tuh?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">dorang terfikir tak aku rasa annoying dengan apa yang dorang buat?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">dorang terfikir tak aku rasa serabot dengan apa yang dorang buat?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">dorang tak terfikir kan?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">sebab tu siap boleh gelak mengilai2 lagi..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">so, kalau aku tak terfikir apa yg korang akan rasa bila aku marah tu perlu ke korang pertikai kan?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">kalau kau kat tempat aku pun kau akan rasa sakit hati tahu tak??</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">cume beza nya kau tak reti nak marah, tapi aku reti nak marah..</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">tu je.. and aku tak sangka korang akan hebahkan kat fb.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">yupss, aku tak kesah korang nak melepaskan segala rasa</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">tapi bukan menuding jari pada aku sorang smpai orang lain pndang hina dengan prangai aku</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">jangan sampai aku bukak segala aib perangai korang kat bilik tu n orang pulak pndang hina kat korang</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">aku bukannya nak balas dendam, tapi.. bia fikir balik.. semua manusia tak sempurna.. </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">n korang sendiri dah boleh nampak prangai aku dengan cara aku yang ganas</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">korang tak sepatutnya terkjut.. sebab aku tak hipokrit dalam tunjuk prangai sbnar aku.</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">cuma satu aku nak cakap...</span><br />
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</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">memang salah aku tegur dengan cara salah,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">tp betul ke cara korang nak sedarkan aku tu??</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">bercakap, biar sepadan..</span>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-39360311505506740112011-12-11T09:33:00.000-08:002011-12-12T05:20:52.723-08:00its come again and again<div style="text-align: center;">i don't know how to story out..</div><div style="text-align: center;">but i think this is the real me..</div><div style="text-align: center;">people who doesn't know me well</div><div style="text-align: center;">they of course will describe me crazy, mad or something like that</div><div style="text-align: center;">this is because my awkward behavior is when suddenly yell at people</div><div style="text-align: center;">even if, there did wrong, i'm not suppose to yell at them right?</div><div style="text-align: center;">yes , that is my weak.. easily going mad for no tough reason.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">actly bukanlah segalanya tanpa sebab..</div><div style="text-align: center;">tapi bila kepala otak dah set..</div><div style="text-align: center;">"bila aku bg warning lagi skali, die buat jugak..mmg terima lah nasib die"</div><div style="text-align: center;">tu je masalahnya.. bila die buat jugak.. apa lagi..</div><div style="text-align: center;">aku turun dr katil.. gegar pntu bilik smpai cam nak roboh</div><div style="text-align: center;">tau pulak die takut.. tanak bukak..</div><div style="text-align: center;">aku kalau die bukak pntu time tu.. aku nk sound care baek lagi..</div><div style="text-align: center;">tpi die tanak bukak pintu smpai aku kene tengking</div><div style="text-align: center;">"korang nk bukak pintu ke tanak?!"</div><div style="text-align: center;">n bila die bukak pintu sempat lagi gelak2 terkekeh kekeh depan aku yang tengah amarah ni.</div><div style="text-align: center;">aku apa lagi</div><div style="text-align: center;">"korang buat main apa?!"</div><div style="text-align: center;">dgn relax die jawab</div><div style="text-align: center;">"takdo gapo"</div><div style="text-align: center;">aku lagi hot...kepala hotak die tak de wat pape.. yg mengacau aku tu hapa?</div><div style="text-align: center;">"korang jangan kacau aku boleh tak?!! aku tengan tension nihh !!!"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">korang dapat bayangkan tak betapa tak sopannya aku menyergah bilik orang n datang marah2 dgn tengking plak tuh.. sapa tak marah dengan prangai aku.. sape je tak benci aku kalau dah prangai macam ni.. aku punya niat nak berubah tu mungkin boleh bawak taun depan kot.. bukan mudah..</div><div style="text-align: center;">aku tak terniat nak marah dorang smpai benci aku.. aku just nk warning jangan kacau aku yang tengah serabot time tuh.. tapi aku tersilap langkah.. n bila aku tgk kat fb..</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">dah wujud pun status melepaskan rasa tak puas hati</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-YI96iEnRrcM/TuTmIex0LII/AAAAAAAABQA/u_4PBntA6Gg/s1600/gle+lala.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="71" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-YI96iEnRrcM/TuTmIex0LII/AAAAAAAABQA/u_4PBntA6Gg/s400/gle+lala.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">tak kurang jugak dgn yg comment</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">bukannya setakat lepas aku normal.. malah dah lama aku sedar n dah lama aku malu dengan perangai sendiri.. sedaya upaya aku cuba conrol perangai aku since aku kat arau nih.. tapi tah kenapa, limit aku kawal terlepas jugak mlm ni.. why Athirah why? whyu become like this.. kau macam nak hancurkan masa depan sendiri je? please athirah.. sedar... sedar... jangan macam ni lagi.. bia lah apa orang nak cakap.. tapi kau kene betulkan balik keadaan.. arghhh.. macam mana pulak tu? ='(<br />
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lagi satu status melepas rasa tidak puas hati. bukan stakat meluahkan, tp mengutuk aq skali<br />
<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-vNveH1Ozz6o/TuTyzis0mMI/AAAAAAAABQY/b7wDt3WWjIk/s1600/kkkk.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="147" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-vNveH1Ozz6o/TuTyzis0mMI/AAAAAAAABQY/b7wDt3WWjIk/s400/kkkk.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">tu laa.. mmg patut pun ramai tak suke aku kan??</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">sape je tak suke aku? cer citer sket..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">set2 korang je tak suke aku..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">sebab apa?</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">korang kan berlemah lembut.. mana reti marah</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">mara reti nak lepak2 ape sume...</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">aku ni je.. pape hal siket2 marah.. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">naek hangen tak tntu pasal,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">pastu aku lak dah macam jantan kan ske lepak ngn dak laki..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">selagiaku boleh control perangai aku,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">aku sedar apa aku buat,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">aku tau niat aku,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">korang tak boleh sesuke hati nak menilai aku mcm tu.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">okay fine, itu hak korang..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">tapi korang kene tau jugak..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">ALLAH s.w.t je tau luar dan dalam diri aku ni.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">apa yang korang nampak tak semesti nya</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">itu aku..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">dan jangan salah kan diri aku je,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">jangan pandang orang ramai suke korang n korang tak dibenci.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">maaf, aku bukan nak mmutar belit fakta , tapi jangan aku je yg sedar,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">korang pun.. sedar kekurangan korang jugak.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> dalam amarah aku pun aku sedar..</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-46063437920478065532011-12-09T10:11:00.000-08:002011-12-09T21:41:32.552-08:00you are the only one<div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">selama ni aku hanya percaya</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">"kawan buat gelak ketawa banyak, tp kawan buat kongsi sedih susah nak jumpa"</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">tapi malam ni , aku melihat sendiri dan merasai sendiri</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">secara tiba2 ramai memenuhi bilik aku dan kami bergelak ketawa dgn macam-macam cerita</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">tapi, secara tiba2</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">muncul sorg membawa berita sedih bila pendrive aku file sume jd shortcut (aku dh rasa nak mengamuk)</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">then muncul pulak roomate aku dr bilik sebelah membawa berita lagi tambah pedih hati serta luluh hati aku</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">housemate aku dah jumpa rumah sewa dorang untuk sem depan sedangkan aku n roomate aku dah buat percaturan nak tinggal sama2 n bru plan nak cari rumah esok. n bila aku dengar yg dorg dah dpt rumah tu tanpa bagi tahu sepatah pun kat aku.. seriously aku menangis</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">aku sedih bukan apa,</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">aku baru je lagi kat bumi arau ni, dah la terperosok hujung semenanjung ni, siapaje boleh bantu aku kalau bukan orang2 sini n kawan2 aku kat sini? </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">aku berharap dapat tinggal serumah dengan orang yang aku dah kenal sekurang2nya, lagi pun dorang dah memang housemate aku time mula2 jejakkn kaki kat bumi arau ni, aku berharap sangat dapat sama sama dengan dorang. tapi tetiba sorg bgtau die dah ade rumah tp di duk ngn dak2 kelas die. takpe lah, die dah bagi tau sendiri. tapi, aku cukup terkilan bila housemate+clasemate aku sendiri tak cakap sepatah mengajak aku tinggal dengan dorang ke apa. tapi secara tiba tiba die dah mengajak lagi dua org housemate aku tinggal dengan dorang sem depan. n ada pulak sorg cakap "oh, kiranya korang berdua je lah yang takde rumah lagi ni?" aku tersentap dengan ayat die and aku cukup tak tertanggung sakit hati ni.. roomate aku ada cakap yang kalau takde rumah lagi die nak join geng2 klantan die.. so, aku akan redha kan die kalau aku sendiri dah ada tempat. tapi bila jadi macamni.. aku tanak die pun turut takde tempat hanya kerana tanak tinggalkan aku. aku jadi sayu sendiri.. mengenangkan naseb aku dan roomate aku yang dipinggirkan.. </span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">cukuplah selama ni aku yang selalu dipinggirkan sebab perangai aku yang lain dari yang lain</span></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #3d85c6;">tapi, jangan lah kau turut terikut sama.. aku risaukan orang sekeliling aku, tapi orang sekeliling aku kesahkan aku ke? aku tertanya-tanya sendiri.. sepanjang diha n farah kat bilik aku, aku menangis n takde sape tanya kenapa aku sedih or apa.. aku tak kesah sebab aku tau selama ni pun takde sape berani tegur aku bila aku mengamuk or sedih.. tapi malam ni.. bila sume dah balik bilik masing2.. roomate aku tetiba datang duduk sebelah aku n die usap belakang aku tuk tenang kan aku n cakap dgn aku "takpe lah, jangan sedih.. aku ada.." seriously, airmata aku lagi laju mengalir sebab aku terharu dengan tindakan die.. selama aku berkawan, tak ada penah seorang pun bertindak macam tu dengan aku.. aku ingat die tak dapat detect aku menangis kenapa.. yelah aku dalam tension2, tengah betulkn pendrive yg dah tak tertolong tu airmata aku menderu mengalir.. macam2 andaian org boleh buat kan.. tapii macam mana die tau aku sedih sebab rumah n seangkatanya tu n betul pulak tu.. aku cukup tersentuh dengan tindakan kau.. aku sayang kau sangat2.. walau pun aku jenis tak pandai expresskan, tapi aku nak kau tau aku sayang kau.. AH :")</span></div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-66426997013767378772011-12-06T02:38:00.000-08:002011-12-06T02:38:26.659-08:00Assignments<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><b>this what people said..</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><b>"if you never sleep late or never did not sleep, you are not a student"</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><b>why?? hurm.. for me.. </b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><b>majority of student will do last minutes jobs.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><b>so, the stack of assignment have to finish it.</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><b>then, if you sleep u will be sorry to yourself</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><b><br />
</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><b>this is what i feel now.. T_T</b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #660000;"><b>n now i have to deserve it ;(</b></span></div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-65652724378672651952011-12-06T02:26:00.000-08:002011-12-06T02:27:44.033-08:00Here am I :)here am i..<br />
its taking long time for me think what i have to post in my entry.<br />
yaa.. now i know.<br />
actually this this my story on my a week holiday before.<br />
i just go to my old workplace.<br />
i met my old friend a.k.a my ex-boyfriend a.k.a my best friend before.<br />
yups BEFORE. now? i feel like i hate him.<br />
ermm not HATE actually but..<br />
just did not have any feel for talk, meet, or make any conference with him.<br />
i really disappointed<br />
it just because of only one text i asked him before..<br />
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"erm kau simpan lagi tak Doa Qunut yg aku bg dulu? dah hafal ke?"<br />
(do you still keeping the Doa Qunut i give you before? and have you memorize it?")<br />
and his answer<br />
"em sorry la, aku tak hafal lagi.. n dah hilang pun kertas tu"<br />
(em sorry, i did not memorize it yet and the paper has lost")<br />
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seriously, i am really disappointed with his answer..<br />
can you imagine.. the Doa Qunut was very important for Solat Subuh..<br />
if he did not memorize it yet.. is not it means he did not perform Solat Subuh?<br />
actually when i met him again as my colleagues.. i began to fall in love with him again<br />
but.. when the things that i hope from him was simply lightly by him..<br />
the only one texting answer from him was make me lost faith on him..<br />
i'm sorry.. but that is it..<br />
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why this story told out?<br />
this because i suddenly remembered about him..<br />
i really hope he realize and back to the path ..ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-86783536560710591472011-11-30T06:38:00.000-08:002011-11-30T06:38:25.080-08:00e-noveldalam masa 3 hari aku dah habiskan baca 3 novel<br />
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<a href="http://novelratu.blogspot.com/" target="_blank">Cinta 99 Hari</a><br />
<a href="http://damia-damia.blogspot.com/2008/07/zero-hero.html" target="_blank">Zero Hero</a><br />
<a href="http://damia-damia.blogspot.com/2008/07/emo-hero-bab-1.html" target="_blank">Emo Hero</a><br />
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zero hero n emo hero tu citer bersmbung.. citer die paling takleh blah.. macam real life jehh + slamber..<br />
cinta 99 hari crite zaman skolah yg tak melampau.. just ada insiden yg xpatut sket. tp d sbbkn insiden tu yg buat nk tau apa jadi.. so, ending die comel! :)ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-3775286028312211842011-11-30T06:23:00.000-08:002011-11-30T06:23:43.959-08:00ouh no! November will dissappearapabila November akan berlalu, maka December akan menjengah.<br />
Final exam aku tak lama je lagi.. law tak silap on 4th January.<br />
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One month before exam (lebih kurang sekarang la)<br />
=>assignment individu Management tak tersiap lagi<br />
=>assignment group Management terk terbincang pun lagi. nak kene interview manager lagi.. mane nek cekau??<br />
=>assignment group IT aku punya part lah paling susah iaitu Application. damn! tak buat lagi<br />
=>assignment individu IT baru je bagi.. banyak pulak tuuu... busyy weii<br />
=>video Arab untuk final assignment tak buat skrip lagi pun.<br />
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hampehh.. belambak kan keje aku? tapi ada nampak aku online fb tak? ada kan.. ada nampak aku twittering tak? konfem ada! ada nampak aku blogging?? okay baru harini.. tapi aku melayan novel internet lagi, melayan citer2 drama yg xsmpat tgk kt tv tu kat youtube. haduyaii.. bila aku na sedar ni weiii =.=ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-87697233227860163762011-11-30T05:26:00.000-08:002011-11-30T05:26:03.515-08:00diluah mati SiPutih,ditelan mati SiBujang"setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya"<br />
kann??? hurm nothing happen to me.<br />
it just a phrase that suddenly walking in my mind :)<br />
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apa yang aku rasa aku patut buat sekarang adalah.. making some update to my blog. this is because i miss to spend time here.. it almost 2 month. busy sama assignment, busy sama quiz+test, busy sama kawan2, busy mengorat lagiii .. hampeh! =.='<br />
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hurm, actly apa yang aku busykan tu betollah.. cume yg mengorat tu tipu okay. sume lelaki kat Uitm Perlis ni pandang aku macam species dorg jugak. demmm! kadang kadang ada yang bagi kat aku "weh, soryy aku lupe kau ni pempuan" tak lupa jugak yang ayat macam ni " kau ni jantan ke jantan??" huh! mcm ni pun ada "laa.. dr jauh aku tgk td.. kau ke yg jalan cm gangster tuh?". sumpahh aku kecewa. apa yang aku cuba terapkan untu membawa perubahan pada personaliti aku masih tak berjaya. one more Damnnnnn!!!<br />
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hurm.. bila tiap kali aku dengan gaya tersendiri aku.. org akan mengumpat dalam diam. tp bila aku buat sesuatu perubahan org akan senyap. tp dorg tak tau aku tengah rasa sangat hipokrit masa tu.. hahadoii.. ini dinamakan diluah mati SiPutih,ditelan mati SiBujang (okay, jgn pelik, putih n bujang tu nama kucing kesayangan aku).<br />
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so, any advice for me?? hurmmctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-675332334193535082011-11-17T11:09:00.000-08:002011-11-17T11:09:02.429-08:00Hearthati ini mudah sungguh.<div>mudah jea jatuh hati</div><div>mudah jea pendam rasa</div><div>mudah jea nk menangis</div><div>mudah jea sedih</div><div>mudah jea..</div><div><br />
</div><div>tapi, siapa yang kenal aku..</div><div>akan nampak secara luaran aku saja</div><div>semua keganasan, kekerasan hati, ketekalan aku..</div><div>tapi hakikatnya.. siapa jea yg cuba stalk?</div><div>tak payah laa.. kelemahan aku aku n Allah saja yg tau..</div><div><br />
</div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-88287792469404283512011-11-05T07:00:00.000-07:002011-11-08T19:52:21.401-08:00dugaan BALIK RAYA :)<div style="text-align: justify;">Setelah 5hari aku menanggung kesakitan yang membuatkan aku menangis. Sakit perut yang lain sangat daripada biasa. aku tak tau ape yang jadi dengan badan aku ni.. lemah. lemao.. tak larat..</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Tiba hari yang dinanti.. Jumaat. cuti raya haji ku bermula. perjalanan ku bermula dari stesen KTM Arau..Selama 12jam dalam tren.. macam macam ragam aku tengok. rasa seronok bila orang2 terdekat ada skali.. sum1 that iknow.. sum1 that 1 care about.. sum1 that care about me.. yups.. kawan.. sahabat. yang aku harap kekal sahabat walau apa jadi pun.. Wadah,Aina,AkmalHakkim,Mukhriz.. and ada lagi yang lain.. but aku tak kenal sangat.. even if aku takkenal, tapi dorang buat aku selesa.. sebab dorang friendly.. satu coach L4 tu aku rasa dak2 Uitm je sume.. hehehe.. best kann.. </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">Mukhriz blanje aku eskem.haha. itu pun sebab die kate die rase serbe salah tipu aku hari tuh.. ngeh3.. aku tak rasa tertipu pun sbnarnye.. die yg rase serbe salah... die bukan buat ape pun.. die just paw aku eskem jugak sebab die kate bday die hrtu..pdhal sbnrye die tipu.. aku tak pcye pun.. tp kesian ngn die mcm terliur sgt ngn eskem aku.. ngeh3... </div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">okayy back to story... dalam bas tu aku rasa selamat bila aku nampak muka yang aku percaya..die lah yang aku sangat berharap akan kekal menyokong aku dalam 3 tahun aku kat uitm arau tuh nanti.. even if sebagai kawan dunia akhirat.. aku hanya perlu dia.. dalam tren tu.. tiap kali die hilang dari pandangan aku dah tertanya2 mana die pegi? hurm.. die ada je.. i don't know what about him that can make me smile always when i see him.. n bila takde depan mata, slalu ada dalam ingatan..bila saatnya die turun tren dulu.. aku dah rasa sedih actly.. tapi, takpe.. smnggu lagi kite jumpe balek.. takpun, dalamcuti ni kte mngkin akan jmpe..insyallah law aku sehat kte jumpe kayy.. <3<3<3</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">sampai je KL Sentral, aku ngn Wadah berpisah.. Aku ngn Aina trus gerak g toilet dulu.. haha melepaskan ape yang tersimpan..huhuhu.. legaaa... pastu aku trus g bli tiket komuter balek Serdang.. disitu aku brpisah ngn Aina.. Aina tunggu abang die datang amek.. so, aku trus tggu tren.. Sampai Serdang aku trus amek bas smpai Sungai Long. hampehnye Matt.. aku kol pagi2 die tak jawab... tido lagi lah tu. hahah. tape, aku rindu nak tengok langit pagi Sungai Long.. datz y aku nek bas n jalan kaki sampai rumah.. mak aku siap kol lagi nk suh akak aku amek aku kat mana2 ke.. aku saja malas jawab buat lagu smbil jalan balek je.. hehe.. sorry ibu.. Angah dah sampai pun ;)</div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-83292710856654444022011-10-23T18:46:00.000-07:002011-10-23T18:46:43.807-07:00Holiday in LONDON !<div style="color: #e69138; text-align: center;">WEEHOOO !!</div><div style="color: #e69138; text-align: center;">lets go to LONDON!! </div><div style="color: #e69138; text-align: center;">haha..</div><div style="color: #e69138; text-align: center;">our vacation planning in London were presented in today!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #e69138;">legaa :DD</span></div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4780422135584282899.post-19039560272207740362011-10-15T20:11:00.000-07:002011-10-16T02:07:18.058-07:00where is my soul?<div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">Tragis nye sebagai student degree duk dalam kampus ini adalah kesukaran mendapatkan bekalan makanan. aku sungguh terkilan apabila UiTM Arau ini lebih mementingkan pelajar2 Diploma. Bila student Dip sume dah habis exam kan semua balik.. tinggallah students degree je.. hampehh.. sume kdai2 makan tutup ! bukak pun ada had2 masa dorang.. tak macam time students dip ada.. sume bukak smpai ke malam.. ni tidak.. kalau weekend, ada satu je yg bukak tu pun SETENGAH HARI je ! pehh.. igat students sume bnyk duet sngat ke kalau nk crik mknn kne kluar kampus?.. tambang teksi lagi.. kos mkn lua lagi.. dengan srabot kapla otak UiTM treat kteorg mcm ni.. apa salah kteorg smpaikan terlalu utama kan students diploma?? kteorg ni macam tak amek kesah sangat.. segala perkhidmatan yg ada kat dlm kampus ni pun dah jadi limited berbanding untuk bdk2 dip yg unlimited. kalau ada banyk bersauara baru lah dipertimbangkan.. itu dipertimbangkan belum dilaksanakan lagi.. memang nasib kami mcm ni ke??</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">ramai yang kata... level degree ni susah nak dibanding kan dengan diploma.. malahan level master pun sng lagi drpd degree.. so, mental kami tak sepatutnya didera dengan problem remeh macam nie.. perlu ke kami di uji mcm ni sekali? sekurang2 nya sediakan apa yang asas.. kalau makanan pun susah untuk kami cari dalam kampus.. apa je yang ada dlm kampus ni?? bosan tu satu hal.. langsung takde suasana student kat dalam nie.. seriously aku tak tau apa aku patut buat duk dalam nie..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;"><br />
</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">Sebenarnya.. aku masih tercari cari titik permulaan untuk life aku kat sini.. takde yang boleh buat aku bersemangat untuk teruskan study walaupun minat tu ada.. kemana semangat aku sbelum ni? aku jadi manusia tanpa perasaan. setiap yg aku lakukan aku dah tak kesah apa orang nk cakap.. aku redah je sesuka hati aku.. segalanya mcm tu je..segalanya hilang.. bila aku fikir balik.. aku tak penah tidak berperasaan smpai mcm nie skali dalam hidup aku.. dan apa yg aku lakukan tu ada yg mendatangkan kemudaratan jugak.. kadang2 aku sedih jugak dengan apa yg jadi kat diri aku.. tapi mungkin ini kekuatan yang aku harus harungi..</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">YA ALLAH.. kenapa jiwa aku mati saat ini? bantulah hamba mu ini untuk meneruskan perjuangan semampunya... sesungguhnya aku tahu tiada ujian dari mu buatku diluar kemampuan ku.. Engkau tunjukkanlah jalan sebenar2nya...</span><br />
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</div><div>tapi... yang serabot kapla otak aku nih.. bila ada set2 PELAPIS ada program kat sini </div><div>wat bising dokk .. kiri .. kanan.. kiri.. kanan.. kiri.. kanan..</div><div>berkawad tak kira pagi petang siang malam</div><div>pagi2 dlm kul 5.30 dah tlg kejut kteorg bgn (bising bkawad dorang)</div><div>mlm pulak tak cecah kul 12 tak sah..</div><div>bilik aku dah la tepi skali.. dekat je dgn dewan makan diorag tuh sume</div><div>aku nk g toilet pun takleh nk freestyle.. dlm kelam kabut tarik lah gak tuala or pape yg patut..</div><div>haishh.. sumbak lahh aihh.. =.='</div>ctnurathirahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15281676354519970903noreply@blogger.com0